Tuesday, February 2, 2010

paradise on earth almost.


sorry last night i tried to post this , but for some reason it did not work, so i am writing it again,

This week was good. Did some camp min with no one other than JIMMM badkeee . he is radical. learning lots about camp administration and what it means to work with a group.

this week overall was basically me seeking a lot and yelling and praising God all at the same time, I feel like I'm learning so much... and of course that comes frustration because I don't really know how to apply it yet i guess. i do feel that each and every week brings me on a new level with god. god is beautiful. Jim p. tells us that god reveals himself through creation, humans and life in general . so true. he asked me how has god been interfering in my life and i told him ... but as he dug deeper when asking me.. all i was left with was because of the holy spirit. it makes me think how much i need to really dig deep with god, and find our more about myself and the way i act like i do,.. Shane from new life homeless teaches me lots to, he wants us to have more time with prayer , and ask god to get rid of garbage in the psat, and pray for us to be continuingly seeking god.

hmm working with the children at lady smith baptist is amazing. all the girls are so special and pure kinda like how girls are made to be. i know that through god I'm making an influence in them. the message on Sunday was amazing! basically summed up as,, listen to the holy spirit and start surrendering your life / comfort. cha ching $ is what i thought

so many things to ponder over. had a great chat with my ma ma and da da this week, they are so so chill and giving its ridiculous! what a blessing. recently Ive been learning to think less of the future and what god wants me to do. but more so on spending time with what he wants me to do in the present. and to count my blessings.
what a gift our time here on earth is.
life is what u make it